Fear

Hardest painful I'm going through.
Please STOP!
Please overcome!Please do not ask me anything! I want to make a close to all this. The fear i going through.. I just cant stop thinking! please leave me alone!

20th Golden Melody Award Winners

20th Golden Melody Award Winners, Sunday June 28, 2009 Taiwan















Best Annual Song: ‘Fragrant Rice’ – Jay Chou
Best Mandarin Album: ‘Don’t Want To Let Go’ – Eason Chan
Best Taiwanese Album: ‘Hold You Tight’ – Jody Chiang
Best Hakka Album: ‘Love To Eat Rice’ – Hao Ke
Best Aboriginal Album: ‘Self-titled Album’ – Nan Wang Sisters
Best Music Video: ‘Mr Magic’ – Jay Chou
Best Composer: Crowd Lu – “100 Lives’
Best Lyricist: Wu Yu Xuan – ‘Inside The Electric Car’
Best Arranger: Martin Tan – ‘As Love Begins To Mend’
Best Album Producer: Chen Jian Nian – ‘Nan Wang Sisters Self-Titled Album’
Best Single Producer: Wang Zhi Ping, Guo Wen Zhong – ‘Eye Colour’
Best Mandarin Male Singer: Jay Chou – ‘Capricorn’
Best Taiwanese Male Singer: Weng Li You – ‘Line Game’
Best Mandarin Female Singer: Sandee Chan – ‘If One Thing Is Important’
Best Taiwanese Female Singer: Huang Yi Ling – ‘Listen To Yourself’
Best Hakka Singer: Liu Shao Xi – ‘Fool Captain’
Best Aboriginal Singer: Yun LI Six – ‘Gaga’
Best Band: Mayday – ‘Poetry Of The Day After’
Best Performing Group: Nan Wang Sisters – ‘Self-titled Album’
Best Newcomer: Crowd Lu – ‘100 Lives’


Source: NOWnews
Translation: Sarah

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I want to RUN AWAY from everything!

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i just cant stand all the thing happen around me!! --> what wrong with myself???
i need a break!!
i want to stay away from friends & work and stay alone from awhile!
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20 June 09, Sat
Yan Bday celebration for her....
This was a really early one for her cause she was busy the next few week and going to travel to Taiwan.
Unable to join in for the 1st outing which is the KTV part so only able to join them dinner time.
Some pictures taken:-

Happy Papa's Day

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- image provided by mypaper (19Jun09)-

History
The idea for creating a day for children to honor their fathers began in Spokane, Washington. A woman by the name of Sonora Smart Dodd thought of the idea for Father's Day while listening to a Mother's Day sermon in 1909. Having been raised by her father, William Jackson Smart, after her mother died, Sonora wanted her father to know how special he was to her. It was her father that made all the parental sacrifices and was, in the eyes of his daughter, a courageous, selfless, and loving man. Sonora's father was born in June, so she chose to hold the first Father's Day celebration in Spokane, Washington on the 19th of June, 1910. In 1926, a National Father's Day Committee was formed in New York City. Father's Day was recognized by a Joint Resolution of Congress in 1956. In 1972, President Richard Nixon established a permanent national observance of Father's Day to be held on the third Sunday of June. So Father's Day was born in memory and gratitude by a daughter who thought that her father and all good fathers should be honored with a special day just like we honor our mothers on Mother's Day.

Message for Papa,

Thanks for your caring through this few years. I'll never forget how you beat me up when I can't get the Chinese or Math high marks.. (hit me like hell). I'll also never forget when I was at the age of 8 I was throw alone at People's Park and you went home to pick up things (found out only when I called back home) Due to all the I do not love you deep deep..

But I enjoy having ice cream with you when he bring me for a walk (age of 5 onward), when I in need to cash ($.$) you are always there also when I wanted to study in Poly you are the only who stand up to say go for it.

I hope we can spend more time together but seems like things started to change lots...

But both me and kohkoh heart's still have you, only we don't mention at all.

** I'll earn more $$$ to bring both you and mama oversea to enjoy life.

Thanks Papa and Happy Father's Day!

Yours Girl Girl,
H.S.Y

Blog #1

Breakfast this morning

Cost me $3.80 with ice Milo..

Not nice for both...

I think I'll not eat this again !!

Got to cool down this 2 days but still feeling angry and low some moment and this is out of the blue! Hoping this be ending soon!

Just another POST!

hmmm....
This weeks was a bad one.
Need to work on Sunday which is today..
Monday is coming the day i HATE MOST! I dun want to work. I wanted to rest!!!!!!!!!!
Even rested on Friday I still have the stress feeling inside me and I do not know what to do to make me feel better....
The moment I enter the office the feeling start again...

Thanks friends for all your SMS.... I can feel the care.
I feel bad not replying some of your SMS and MSN message.. I really do not know what to say or reply.
I really hope you all will understand!
I will try my best to recover asap! I know my family need me....

Thank you!

It stated again.....

Time past fast almost coming to a ending with NETS.
1 more month....
When I 1st join NETS is like working because of the sick of working (need cash).
But after I had join feel quite stressful due to the style and speed of working is so much different.. I try to work harder to get in pace with them found out I still left far far behind! I want to be friendly but I don't know how to start I try to smile whoever I see but ended up some don't even look at me or just stare at me. *faintz* If i get to choose I'll want to quit and take a long break which I only can think due to many reason i cant make this decision. I must get a job that i would handle (might not be prefect but at least ok de).

My blog has become my only complain way... Becuase I feel when I started to complain this to friends some might think I talk big or they might feel every job got the pro! what the big deal of yours! Of cos I'm not saying my friends are that bad to me just I do not want them to feel why I got so many complain here and there!
I don't want end up no friends to talk to....

Today went to visit doctor @ the evening...
I was told by doctor not to stress myself anymore.. I might going back to what it happen to me 5 years ago.. She also mention to me I'm at the stage of full of ups and down so is a more likely to have a wrong path of thinking.
So from today onwards I must learn to be as happy as I can...

Now no matter how many "Jiayou" I telling myself the stress and unhappiness is still inside me.

Good Luck to myself!
How to be a HAPPY Person?!

NETS - PC Show 09

Finally is OUT!!
1st time clearing Chinese ads.. This ads is in this week iweeky.
Thanks for everyone help to look at this ads! ^-^
If spot any mistake, please do not tell me..
I do not want to know since already OUT...















Thanks :)

Woei Jiann~

A Post for My beloved Gege - Woei Jiann!!

I know him when I was in ITE BB S.C
Starting to get to know each from NACLI camp.
Our Friendship started in this way.......

Time past by, our friendship getting stronger each day all of we treasure the time we spent in our CCA (for events and outing.... haha~ I really miss those day a lot!)

I remember clearly this batch of friends been thro with me when i was in the worst time in my life. Woei Jiann was the one who talk to me to ensure i wun do wrong things from then i treat him as my brother, any problem i have i go to him for advise...
from words cant express how much thanks to all this friends.

This might not be the best or nicer slide.... But i think it bring back many of the memories...

There might be something we left out in our life as we go higher. We have intent to forget what we use to have or what we really wanted.

To all who read this:

My words might not be the best. But i do hope that everyone to be true to yourself and learn to Cherise. You might say "of cos i know" but touch your heart do you really do it? SMS or call won't take up a lot of time is just a matter you want to do it or not. Sometime it will be great if you can just send your regards to your friend(s) and not wait till them to call you.

Everyone play a part in life
Please cherish what you have in life!!!!!

To Gary,
You might not be with us in S'pore. But we are still here and always keep you update with events or outing.
Please remember us! We know soon we will meet again.

Your Sister,
Joy

Happy?! Birthday

"His" birthday is coming..

Feel quite upset inside me.

> "Why must i still bother someone that already don't love me?"
> "Why must i still think of him?"
> "Why must i still bother anyone is celebrating his birthday?"

When can this feeling inside me will die???

>.< But I still miss him deep............................................................................



I think I'll be dropping him a birthday card instead. *Foolish*

ITE BB S.C ~ Farewell Part 1~

Some of them commented that it look like a night club but this place was KTV

"Top One" located at Bugis area....

Changing blog Layout!!!!

Trying to add in some changes to my blog.. at the mean time might unable to view for this week.. Cause I'm really stupid in this type of stuff....

hope i can get this done asap!!
haha~~

Thanks for viewing.....

:)

Tank - 如果我变成回忆 MV

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不通气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记