Thanks for the memories!

This story begins with 2 strangers…..

After of 6 month resting finally all my friends are all back to school but all of us in a new and strange environment. It was full of worries and scary (I dun like to talk) when I first step in the class I feel so hard to accept but slowly I found out that they all nice people. Soon we get together very fast and became really good friends and I class got a best teacher Mdm Ong which we love to call her Mummy Ong. 

Time pass fast we came into term 2 things started to change our view changes too. At this time I met him when first know him I feel that he is very funny and love to be late in class. For knowing almost few month finally during one of our outing he send me back and he told me “ I think I fell in love with you” I was so surprise I went fast into the lift and faster close the door. Hope after close fast but he uses his hand to stop the door from closing and he came in and look at me and he kiss me…. I push him away I told him off.. I hate to be in love again I dun wan to get myself hurt again. I hate it so much!!

 
love grow

After the incident, I try to let him know I wasn’t ready for another relationship. He didn’t give up and willing to wait for me until I agreed. Through the time of waiting I felt that I should give a chance and a chance to free myself. Once again I give both a chance, give myself to fall in love again…….

Through all this time of spending with him, from stranger kind to like and to love this process is hard to overcome but we both went through so in my heart i just want to stay with him. i love him lots!

Maybe all this love for you becomes a big stress. No much time for friends and families as I took up most of your time.

Things started to change and as for me I don’t ever feel it at all. (How stupid I’m) until he went off to China for training. At that point of time I really hate to see him leave. But he told me this is another turning point if we would overcome and I let him go. Through the 6 month my life started to change, getting a job and try to get use to life without him, when problems occurs I must find way to solve. I would say life without him is no meaning I really hate those days.

 

first picture taken

Long waited I finally wait until the days he came back. The moment I saw him, my tears started to roll down my check but this is the tear of joy. I miss you so much……..

gift i did for him before he left to oversea

Weeks and months past by after you back to Singapore, I find out that most of the time you been busy working and hardly find time for me and this make me feel really upset due to this we been fighting for this many time. Until our 4^th year anniversary arrival he told me he need to work and this really drive me crazy. But end up he cancel off his work.

That night was my worse night ever. But I just didn’t feel anything at all until the following next day he mention the break up through SMS and from the SMS you told me the feeling between us no more. All this while he been working is because of me.. Want to run away from me. DO I REALLY MAKE YOU SO TIRED? *heart break*

 

Thanks for bringing me joy to my world it may not last but I know there is once I feel love. You use to be my life and mine everything now I got pack up all this and leave it behind. I hate you for leaving me behind but love is self-fish. I hate myself for all those foolish things I did. I know it won’t work between us. Those memories we once had will stay with me until the day I die or perhaps we will just meet at the across road again…

Our story has finally come to an end. This trip is full of memories...
I know I will still miss him but nothing can change the fact. I'm still waiting for that "perhaps"