It stated again.....

Time past fast almost coming to a ending with NETS.
1 more month....
When I 1st join NETS is like working because of the sick of working (need cash).
But after I had join feel quite stressful due to the style and speed of working is so much different.. I try to work harder to get in pace with them found out I still left far far behind! I want to be friendly but I don't know how to start I try to smile whoever I see but ended up some don't even look at me or just stare at me. *faintz* If i get to choose I'll want to quit and take a long break which I only can think due to many reason i cant make this decision. I must get a job that i would handle (might not be prefect but at least ok de).

My blog has become my only complain way... Becuase I feel when I started to complain this to friends some might think I talk big or they might feel every job got the pro! what the big deal of yours! Of cos I'm not saying my friends are that bad to me just I do not want them to feel why I got so many complain here and there!
I don't want end up no friends to talk to....

Today went to visit doctor @ the evening...
I was told by doctor not to stress myself anymore.. I might going back to what it happen to me 5 years ago.. She also mention to me I'm at the stage of full of ups and down so is a more likely to have a wrong path of thinking.
So from today onwards I must learn to be as happy as I can...

Now no matter how many "Jiayou" I telling myself the stress and unhappiness is still inside me.

Good Luck to myself!
How to be a HAPPY Person?!

NETS - PC Show 09

Finally is OUT!!
1st time clearing Chinese ads.. This ads is in this week iweeky.
Thanks for everyone help to look at this ads! ^-^
If spot any mistake, please do not tell me..
I do not want to know since already OUT...















Thanks :)

Woei Jiann~

A Post for My beloved Gege - Woei Jiann!!

I know him when I was in ITE BB S.C
Starting to get to know each from NACLI camp.
Our Friendship started in this way.......

Time past by, our friendship getting stronger each day all of we treasure the time we spent in our CCA (for events and outing.... haha~ I really miss those day a lot!)

I remember clearly this batch of friends been thro with me when i was in the worst time in my life. Woei Jiann was the one who talk to me to ensure i wun do wrong things from then i treat him as my brother, any problem i have i go to him for advise...
from words cant express how much thanks to all this friends.

This might not be the best or nicer slide.... But i think it bring back many of the memories...

There might be something we left out in our life as we go higher. We have intent to forget what we use to have or what we really wanted.

To all who read this:

My words might not be the best. But i do hope that everyone to be true to yourself and learn to Cherise. You might say "of cos i know" but touch your heart do you really do it? SMS or call won't take up a lot of time is just a matter you want to do it or not. Sometime it will be great if you can just send your regards to your friend(s) and not wait till them to call you.

Everyone play a part in life
Please cherish what you have in life!!!!!

To Gary,
You might not be with us in S'pore. But we are still here and always keep you update with events or outing.
Please remember us! We know soon we will meet again.

Your Sister,
Joy

Happy?! Birthday

"His" birthday is coming..

Feel quite upset inside me.

> "Why must i still bother someone that already don't love me?"
> "Why must i still think of him?"
> "Why must i still bother anyone is celebrating his birthday?"

When can this feeling inside me will die???

>.< But I still miss him deep............................................................................



I think I'll be dropping him a birthday card instead. *Foolish*

ITE BB S.C ~ Farewell Part 1~

Some of them commented that it look like a night club but this place was KTV

"Top One" located at Bugis area....

Changing blog Layout!!!!

Trying to add in some changes to my blog.. at the mean time might unable to view for this week.. Cause I'm really stupid in this type of stuff....

hope i can get this done asap!!
haha~~

Thanks for viewing.....

:)

Tank - 如果我变成回忆 MV

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不通气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记